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Heyo~ I'm back again... My condition is fine... more or less~~ I have catch a cold... yeah... it becomes warmer for a few days and I catch a cold =.=' horrible... but... that's a small problem ôo .. it goes by~
well... my last entrie was before the gazette concert, ne? ok... let's start by the week before gazette were here... I've worked the last week (of course >_>) really hard on my zetsu-reita-cosplay... then.. I didn't finish it completly and katja (a friend, which was going with me to the concert) helped me to get the strings into the cos one day before gazette were playing and also on the morning of the same day~ it was really hard >_> and god!! what the hell is reita wearing??? it wasn't hot at the time HE was wearing this, I'm sure!!! because.. it kills you to stand in the sun the whole day.. and the only thing you're wearing is leather and latex >_>''' it's hard.. but.. I enjoyed the concert really much ^^- I've finally meet pon-chan... and uru again.. and kiwi of course!! and shou-chan was there, too. even, if we didn't talk much and she looked a bit shocked, when she saw me after concert XD' but well, I was happy. Oh~ I have wanted to meet more friends there,.. but it wasn't possible at all~ maybe next con, ne? ok, the concert itself... it was GREAT-... I've got to know silver~ ^-^ *really happy about this* (daisuki dayo~ *smile*) already in front of the hall... but inside we were talking, after she was helping me out of the cosplay ... "stripping reita" or what was it?..xD... I'm really happy that she was there... all songs gave me a great feeling.. only one song... I hoped so much, they would not play it.. but.. of course - they HAD TO play it ... it was "Baretta"... yes.. one special person should know why it still hurts me... silver was there.. and I'm so grateful for this!!~ thank you, my dear~ ... It was such a long time gone since the song was so important for me.... but the reason of this..., the same reason why I have to cry... all the time I hear the song, ...still hurts. Actually it hurts really bad, I don't know why now.. but I have to think about it very often.. I hope the time will come, when I can laugh about it again...but badly.. I did something,... so.. I will never forget, ... never
well...let me search a better topic... silver was here for a week in the end of my summer vacations ^^- I was so happy~ and sad, that she have had to go ;_;~ but.. she will visit me again a day after tomorrow~ ^^ and next week I'll visit her in munich X_x~ (wtf? .. okok.. that she comes to me was my "fault" .. it was spontaneaus~.. I really want to thank you for all the things you do for me ;_; *hug*) ah~ and I'm exited for next week, because we'll visit the "Oktoberfest" >///< *was never there* I hope my mood is better till then~ but I'm sure, I'll feel better, when I'm in munich.
Now my sister is here with her little son. It's really bad for me... I don't like kids (normally).. ok, my lil' nephew is cute... really cute... yesterday I came home.. feeling bad... and the little boy calls "ani, ani" (<- katja and me was teaching him to call me yami, thats his way to say it *lol* now he is also saying sabi or something, but I'm happy that he is calling me yami, by himself ^^-). he sat in his chair at this time and wants out there in the moment he heared me... then he was running to me and hugs me X3~ sooooo cute!! I was happy from one moment to the other ^^~
okok, I'm talking to much~ I'll finish now thanks for reading this.... even if there will maybe no one who would read this ~_~' so... see you~ baiibaii~
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